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thread starter br333 Sep 09 2009 + PM | QUOTE | PERMALINK | REPORT

I�m failing Calc ll and am thinking about dropping it because it will really crap up my GPA. If I drop, I will have to retake it next semester with the same professor. I�m trying to major in Business Administration, but I don�t like any of my classes, and I am supposed to be doing this kind of stuff for the rest of my life. I�m always depressed and bored. Even if I had unlimited money, time, and resources, I still can�t think of what I would do that would be fun. I always ignore all my friends who try to invite me places. This is the second time that this weird guy has sat right next to me in the computer lab early in the morning even though the lab room is completely empty. He chooses to sit right next to me and then look over at my computer over and over. I go home and do homework for like 4 hrs and I�m still not done so I just give up. I�m taking the minimum amount of credit hrs and I�m still having a hard time. The last two semesters I took more than the min, and had a pretty easy time with my classes, but I feel like I just lost my motivation.

JennaQ 09/09/09 + PM | QUOTE | PERMALINK | REPORT

Right now, it's the people around me. But why rant about it here when all of that already is written on my profil3

br333 Sep 09 2009 + PM | QUOTE | PERMALINK | REPORT

Copy and paste? :/ More rant: Everyone knows my login and so I cant rant too much. :-/ Edit: The weird guy left and I was happy and then he came back and sat next to me again. f3 ....... -_-

AnasF 09/09/09 + PM | QUOTE | PERMALINK | REPORT

Girls on the internet tease me because they know I can't squeeze their cute little cheeks. :x

JennaQ 09/09/09 + PM | QUOTE | PERMALINK | REPORT

br333 : Copy and paste? :/ More rant: Everyone knows my login and so I cant rant too much. :-/ It involves the kind of things people would find offensive. It pretty much bashes certain kinds of ignorant groups on this planet. Probably wouldn't be too wise to post any of that here.

xNekomarax 09/09/09 + PM | QUOTE | PERMALINK | REPORT

ev er y thing

kirastory 09/09/09 + PM | QUOTE | PERMALINK | REPORT

FML... i fail at life

tehgheiboi 09/09/09 + PM | QUOTE | PERMALINK | REPORT

Well, the only thing really bothering me right now is where I live. I want to leave this pile of filth that is Philadelphia. Living here has been horrible.

br333 09/09/09 + PM | QUOTE | PERMALINK | REPORT

My shoes are making that annoying rubber noise even though they are not wet and I have had them for a while. Every time a take a step it goes errrah errrrah. All my big issues arnt posted here, just in case a buddy reads. HI RL BUDDIES! >:O I doubt they will read, because they dont know about maplestory or basil or any of that sort of thing, but then again you never know. They might want to see if anything comes up if they do a google search on br333. (seems like something they might try)

Rallemx 09/09/09 + PM | QUOTE | PERMALINK | REPORT

Uhm..Tomorrow is a really boring day in school, I go from 8 to 3..Yeah im lazy as crap I guess thats whats wrong

br333 Sep 09 2009 + PM | QUOTE | PERMALINK | REPORT

tehgheiboi : Well, the only thing really bothering me right now is where I live. I want to leave this pile of filth that is Philadelphia. Living here has been horrible. I want to move too. I feel lazy also. I dont know if I am being too hard on myself or maybe i really am lazy. lol. I cant tell.

Shikijo Sep 09 2009 + PM | QUOTE | PERMALINK | REPORT

Hmm, where to begin? Okay, I am currently 19 years of age turning 20 this year. I graduated from high school one year late due to my own idiocy which involved acts such as skipping school, using various illegal substances such as marijuana, shrooms, meds,-- being apathetic towards my studies, chillin' with friends too often, and living each day without a care for what lie ahead. In fact, prior to this downfall, I have always been an AP and Honors student and achieved quite a number of awards during my previous years. I was in my school's top 10 percentile, ranking 3rd out of 400 others my grade level. I achieved the presidential award twice throughout my years of academia and I have always been one to take initiative to follow through with tasks others have failed at. I scored a 2280 on my last SAT back in my Junior year and all seemed hopeful. Senior year, I did not care for anything and whilst others I knew used ambition, strife, and a hard work ethic to finish their last year-- I pushed everything aside and filled my thoughts and actions with the mindset of "F*** this, I'm tired of this s***!" -- The decline was drastic and my peers and superiors noticed it and pressured me to find out what was wrong. -- In fact, nothing was wrong at all. I just let sheer pleasure take the better of me. It surprised me as how I managed to deceive my parents for the entire school year into thinking I was that same studious and sociable son they knew me to be. I had edited my report cards and transcripts. I knew how to avoid the phone calls from school and keep my parents content with what they thought to be true about me. Within such time, I managed to reinvent myself to be a conniving dishonest individual that I began to detest myself and contemplated suicide many times to end my guilt and embarrassment. -- In fact, at the end of the 2007-2008 school year, I had planned that I would take my life and was set on that as being my final plan. Though, things changed right before the "closure" could take place. I had met a girl I related to on more levels than I could imagine. I had gone through many loveless dates, one night stands, and meaningless heartaches throughout a span of 6 years, but everything that embodied this girl was different.-- She became my reason to not give up and thanks to her, I lived. My senior year ended and my parents found the truth out. In disappointment and anger, my parents kicked me out of their house leaving myself to fend against the world around me-- though, I was okay with that knowing the cause of it all was indeed my fault. Though, I was hopeful, because I had "her". Even at the points where I slept within bus stops, public pavilions, hotel lobbies, on beaches for a 2 month period, she was always there as my encouragement that all was not lost, and if I tried, perhaps I could redeem myself and get back on track to where I needed to be. I re-enrolled into school the following semester to begin a new year. By this time, I had lost m

LuvsToSpooge Sep 09 2009 + PM | QUOTE | PERMALINK | REPORT

I almost got caught taking shrooms the other day by the cops, boy was i scared. Luckily the trippyness had gone away before they got me, i ran like hell too, Forrest Gump style but 10x faster =X