Suicidal Thoughts

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thread starter XBefore Jul 23 2009 + PM | QUOTE | PERMALINK | REPORT

Have you had them? If so, why? And how did you get over it if you did? Personally when I moved to a new town, was forced to leave my ex, then found out I had to get up at 5:30 am for my new school and walk in the really crappy weather to place where I had no friends. Then right after that everything went down hill...Financial problem, family problems, lost alot of friends, people at my old town made rumors that I found out about.... Just thought I was gonna end it right there, then I got hooked on an mmo, now I waste my time brainlessly stairing into a computer screen...clicking and killing, avoiding any thought or human contact. I still have insomnia because of it, thats why I'm up at 4:40 am and havent slept in 2 days. Also does losing sleep have negative effects? If so would you recommend sleep pills? Edit: If you're going to waste your time accusing me of trolling, which most basilers do, learn that not everyone is like you. People have issues and sometimes they have no one to turn to but internet websites. If its so hard to believe that then you need to get off your computer and see the world for what it is.

Fafafa 07/23/09 + PM | QUOTE | PERMALINK | REPORT

it doesn't really matter when you sleep just that you get 8-10 consecutive hours of it.

Wolfz Jul 23 2009 + PM | QUOTE | PERMALINK | REPORT

it seems that you are depressed when im depressed i sleep alot more then normal and as you can see normal is staying up until 3 AM

XBefore 07/23/09 + PM | QUOTE | PERMALINK | REPORT

Fafafa said: "it doesn't really matter when you sleep just that you get 8-10 consecutive hours of it." So if I miss 2 days of sleep, and get 8 hours I'm set? Cause I've been doin this routine of missin 2 days of sleep then passing out while watchin George Lopez at 1a.m on Nick at nite...

TRUTH 07/23/09 + PM | QUOTE | PERMALINK | REPORT

I've had them, they go away after about a day or so.

NeedlePuppet Jul 23 2009 + PM | QUOTE | PERMALINK | REPORT

Sup. I'm going to a mental hospital soon because of suicidal thoughts. Small world. I've had clinical depression for years and years now, and have attempted a couple times. My meds need to get straight, but apparently the right balance is hard to get when medicating kids.

DarkZaki 07/23/09 + PM | QUOTE | PERMALINK | REPORT

No matter how crappy life is now, it can't stay that way forever. Things will be better someday you just have to hold on and try to enjoy the ride.

XBefore 07/23/09 + PM | QUOTE | PERMALINK | REPORT

TRUTH said: "I've had them, they go away after about a day or so." I've had mine since last summer, turned off till november, then came back on...Took till bout April, now its burried deep inside my mind, but its still there eating me from the inside.

iPocky23 07/23/09 + PM | QUOTE | PERMALINK | REPORT

ive only had 1 suicidal thought and it was more wondering than actuality. i was wondering wut happens after death and suicide just popped into my head but i wasnt thinking about commiting it more just thinking about suicide and death if that makes sense

IHaveALIth 07/23/09 + PM | QUOTE | PERMALINK | REPORT

Aw, I thought this was about the song by Biggie Smalls. I'm dissapointed. Life kicks ass man, go and live it! Trust me, I've been there, done that, it's not fun.

Fafafa 07/23/09 + PM | QUOTE | PERMALINK | REPORT

NeedlePuppet said: "I've had clinical depression for years and years now, and have attempted a couple times. My meds need to get straight, but apparently the right balance is hard to get when medicating kids." lol my doctor recommended pain killers instead of depression meds for me because of the negative effects they have in kids

devilskin 07/23/09 + PM | QUOTE | PERMALINK | REPORT

Nope, never did.

NeedlePuppet 07/23/09 + PM | QUOTE | PERMALINK | REPORT

Fafafa said: " lol my doctor recommended pain killers instead of depression meds for me because of the negative effects they have in kids" Lol, I get you. Pain killers wouldn't help me though. I'm already supposed to be above 200mg, but then we see side affects, so we go down, but then I try to kill myself, so they panic and do crazy stuff and repeat.

ulti25 07/23/09 + PM | QUOTE | PERMALINK | REPORT

I used to have suicidal thoughts back when I was younger thanks to my stupid decisions, experimentation with psychedelics, my best friend dying, and the lack of a family I have, and later the crappy way my previous relationship turned out. I got to a point where I'd have constant anxiety which would usually tip over to panic attacks in any place and I'd lay in bed scared of falling asleep. I know this is a crappy answer, but life usually does get better, there's usually a shining light in the tunnel no matter how dark as corny as it sounds. I got over my depression without taking any medicine... just positive thinking and a will to live better

hippiechanz 07/23/09 + PM | QUOTE | PERMALINK | REPORT

I had them when I was 12. It's helpful to realize that your problems aren't as bad as someone who doesn't have anything you take for granted.