I have to open up. - BasilMarket Forum

thread starter sinner777 Jul 08 2009 + PM | QUOTE | PERMALINK | REPORT

During the winter of 08', my girlfriend of many months broke up with me because we were caught up with our lives. She had a lot of her school work and job to maintain. I was busy with school myself. Trying to keep up with eachother became a hassle. When she ended it with us it was really hard to get over it. It took awhile to get over how i felt. I cried for 4 straight days and didnt want to talk to anyone. She really was the girl i was going to spend the rest of my life with. When i did get over her i came back to maplestory and started my bishop. I needed some time out and forget completely. With our breakup i lost much of myself...I started smoking and not valuing girls for who they were. I became conceited about myself. I didnt care for myself anymore, or the lives of many other around me. I've done too much to mess with my life and i cant bare it anymore...About two days ago my ex came back to me and said she was foolish for leaving me. I was really shocked and didnt know how to respond so i didnt tell her how i really felt. Today i felt open enough to tell her i really missed her even though she broke my heart. When we were together we couldnt keep ourselves off eachother... I want her back but i dont know if i should really do it...I messed my life up already with weed and all the girls. I just needed to open up to more people. If i take her back, i admit i'll be happy but i have to fix my life. I think im pretty much done with maple now... I have no purpose to play if i take her back, unless she wants to come back to maple as well. Now that she has her full license it'll be easier to see eachother now. But if i dont take her back, I feel i'll regret that and want to have said yes. I know she tore my heart apart but i think i can handle second chances.... No one can ever replace the happiness she gave me. We did so much for eachother. If any of my real life friends or maple friends read this. If i'm not on maplestory, this is the reason why. The possible quiting may occur. Thanks for your help -David

matthewxx 07/08/09 + PM | QUOTE | PERMALINK | REPORT

this sounds like a gossip girl episode. how raunchy.

duckcomander 07/08/09 + PM | QUOTE | PERMALINK | REPORT

eat her should be an option

LiteFeather 07/08/09 + PM | QUOTE | PERMALINK | REPORT

If this is true then you steps would be to quit maple > quit weed > end your relationship(s) with other girl(s) > get with her again but this is after you confirm she wants you back and that you still like her

iPodTouchedMe 07/08/09 + PM | QUOTE | PERMALINK | REPORT

LiteFeather said: "If this is true then you steps would be to quit maple > quit weed > end your relationship(s) with other girl(s) > get with her again but this is after you confirm she wants you back and that you still like her" THIS!

lolmaster 07/08/09 + PM | QUOTE | PERMALINK | REPORT

keep it even :D

ibenji 07/08/09 + PM | QUOTE | PERMALINK | REPORT

LiteFeather said: "If this is true then you steps would be to quit maple > quit weed > end your relationship(s) with other girl(s) > get with her again but this is after you confirm she wants you back and that you still like her" Marry me

matthewxx 07/08/09 + PM | QUOTE | PERMALINK | REPORT

LiteFeather said: "If this is true then you steps would be to quit maple > quit weed > end your relationship(s) with other girl(s) > get with her again but this is after you confirm she wants you back and that you still like her" why the hell would you quit maple before you quit weed? ...

wolfmanscott 07/08/09 + PM | QUOTE | PERMALINK | REPORT

lol david Gratz on getting liz back :D

EarthQuake 07/08/09 + PM | QUOTE | PERMALINK | REPORT

the title sounded funny

xlrAcer5 07/08/09 + PM | QUOTE | PERMALINK | REPORT

EarthQuake said: "the title sounded funny" You're an idiot. OT: Do what your heart desires, not what the basil market heart desires.

Thiefer212 07/08/09 + PM | QUOTE | PERMALINK | REPORT

matthewxx said: " why the hell would you quit maple before you quit weed? ..." cuz its easier to quit maple than to quit weed?

XXKKJXX 07/08/09 + PM | QUOTE | PERMALINK | REPORT

Get bak? maybe it'll do u good if not start over not too late to change =D we r still young =O

BabysAreFood 07/08/09 + PM | QUOTE | PERMALINK | REPORT

LiteFeather said: "If this is true then you steps would be to quit maple > quit weed > end your relationship(s) with other girl(s) > get with her again but this is after you confirm she wants you back and that you still like her" Quit weed>Quit relationships>Quit Maple> Get her again. P.S. Can I have your stuffs?

Gamerzneed 07/08/09 + PM | QUOTE | PERMALINK | REPORT

but in the end, it doesnt even matter