thread starter aznboi1324 May 23 2009
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 | Before you comment on how I don't know what love is. I'm too young. I'm stupid. I'm gay. I'm a loser. I'm a wimp.Or anything immature Don't comment at all. But if your going to be mature and want to listen and possibly help, read on. THIS IS NOT A PARODY THREAD GEEZE. The background story: I met a girl, her name was well let's call her Jenny. We became best friends, and of course a guy and girl can't be just friends forever without feeling anything more than friendship. So I liked her, and one day i confessed to her. She confessed back, and we talked about going out. We decided that if things didn't work out and we broke up our friendship might change. So we ended up staying friends. Just a week ago, my friend lets call him John started liking her, and he told her that he did. She told me that John confessed to her and i asked her if she liked him and she said yes. John later asked me, if he asked her out would i get mad at him. In my mind I said yes. But i told him it's up to him. So he asked her out. She told him no because she didn't want to hurt my feelings. But i told her to say yes because i didn't want her to miss out on a relationship because of me. So she did, but deep down i loved her alot and it hurt me so bad when i knew they were going out. When i see them in them walking together, holding hands, and kissing. It kills me inside but she didn't know that. Also before our friendship kinda weakened and i cried because of it...I cared so much about her and needed her and she meant so much to me that just our friendship made me cry. After they started going out, i met this girl lets call her Jess, and i started getting a crush on her too. What happened today: So just about an hour ago, we were talking about her friend who though i had a crush on her. I told Jenny that I didn't have a crush on her and that i had a crush on Jess. And all of the sudden she told me She WAS in love with me(past tense). I told her"hahah well i Love you Jenny, but there is no 'was' " and she asked me what i meant. I told her my feelings never changed and i love her, that i knew she'd probably treat me different and that things would probably change. And she said "You dont love me andrew.....you don't." And i told her i did. She goes "You mean you love me as a friend. I know you do....but you don't love me....i know you don't. Don't say that." And i told her I did and i'm sorry that i had to tell her and I shouldn't have because she was going out with someone already. But finally she took that fact that i did love her, and she says " I don't know what to say...." I told her that things would change now and she said "no, i'm going to pretend this never happened.........:]] I still loveeee you and you knoww that. " I didn't know what to take of that, does she love me as a friend or more? I didn't ask. "Haha Pretend what never happened? Jenny your so random..., I loveee you too." And it was back to normal... So now i'm left to wonder: Does she really know how i feel? |
