thread starter andylihoa May 22 2009
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| You know those time when you kill 4x drop for 10 hours and no maple shield and a noob kses you and gets one? Yea... Why is life so ironic? And not just literal irony but real life irony that really hurts when you think about it? I mean... ::I've got like 15 examples for it! =_= Just today I was officially uninvited to one of my friend's party... It'd be nice if I didn't know but I just HAD to overhear my friends planning for it because they were late... God... I hate you... but what's more ironic is when in the beginning, we all said that we're gonna attend everyone's birthday and congradulate them but I JUST HAD to go back to Taiwan on that time and no one even REMEMBERED my birthday! -_- I got 2 hard-boiled eggs on that day, and my whole grandma almost died...-_-'' I know this sounds really mean but I was really disappointed that day... I have waited this day my whole school year and imagined being included and going out with friends and buddies, not stuck in a tropical island hospital alone reading a japanese book... You know... it would be so nice not knowing things sometimes...but I'm serious why do things always go south and some real life korean drama happens... then the whole thing becomes so ironic b/c these things are NOT supposed to happen... I'm not supposed to feel despair, confusion and betrayal, those are what the comic people feel! my life is like a comic yet I feel nothing like it... Some people ask why I hate life so much, why I am half emo... well now you know. but then... today. I thought I was gonna be sad and friendless while my friends have fun, so I walked away... but then I remembered I forgot my geography project and went back to school...then I met my other friends and met new ones and forgot all about it... o.o I guess life went and made it up for me... Still... don't you wish sometimes you're not that lvl 150 NXed craze addict DK who 24/7ed for a maple shield and you're that lucky noob who was just passing?... Yea sometimes I do. |