So There's This Girl

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thread starter Paigeth Apr 13 2009 + PM | QUOTE | PERMALINK | REPORT

Yes. Yes. Another one of "these" threads. I was told to tell my story.. So here it is: If you want to bash me for this pathetic story, do so in a PM, not in the thread. Or if you care to bash me for being in love with such a person, do so in a PM please. Let's call this girl Jess just because I can. Grade 9 So we met.. Two years ago through a friend of mine... Let's call this friend Michelle. She introduced me to her. Now.. Michelle didn't tell me her name so at first I didn't quite know if Jess was a boy or girl. It really confused me because she had a very boy-ish style.. But after a little while of talking to her I noticed she was in fact a girl. Rather sad. A few days later I kept wondering how amazing it would be to be her friend because she seemed like such a fun and outgoing person.. And I knew she could act (drama), and boy could she EVER act... Her talent astounded me. We barely did talk after that. Grade 10 I kept thinking about her.. She ran through my mind. When would I see her next? When would we talk next? It was a rare occasion to talk to her. So I tried to push her to the back of my mind. I tried.. so hard to have relationships, but none of them ever turned out. I had always thought.. That perhaps.. it was my fault.. My lack of commitment. Maybe it was.. Maybe it wasn't. Maybe it was because I still had Jess on my mind. I still don't know to this day what caused it. Grade 11 September Finally, thinking she's off my mind - I start a new year at school. Now.. Jess had never been in one of my classes before, but we had had the same lunch period before.. But this year.. We had one class together - drama. The one thing she was so amazing in. The one thing I loved to do, I still love to do. I thought, "Hey, this'll be cool. We can finally become friends!" I tried to date this guy.. it lasted about 3 days. I kept thinking of her. She was on my mind.. All the time. I anticipated seeing her in class. I anticipated seeing her on my lunch period. We had homeroom class together. Every even day, we have it first period. Every odd day, we have it last period. (The way our school schedule works.) So every even day.. It was great - having to see her first period, but I had lunch second, so I didn't see her until the next day. But I loved the odd days because I got to see her period 2 and last period.. Start and finish my day with her. It sort of feels stalkerish now, but I just loved to see her. I loved to hear her laugh. I loved to see her smile. October I had made a note on Facebook - it just happened to ask if I liked anyone. Which I replied with, "Yeah, I guess." She wanted to know who it was. I wanted to tell her.. But at the same time I didn't. So I told her it was a girl and I had no chance because this girl wasn't a bisexual or lesbian. So.. She replied with, "Well that's cool that you're open with it, but sucks that you don't have a chance. Are you sure she isn't bi/lesbian?" This conversation continued for some time through my Inbox on

neonboys 04/13/09 + PM | QUOTE | PERMALINK | REPORT

even though i have not read the thread, i think you should continue

Paigeth 04/13/09 + PM | QUOTE | PERMALINK | REPORT

neonboys said: "even though i have not read the thread, i think you should continue" Well that helps.

GreenChocobo 04/13/09 + PM | QUOTE | PERMALINK | REPORT

I think you should quit.

Omegathorion 04/13/09 + PM | QUOTE | PERMALINK | REPORT

Ah, this was from that other guy's thread on his love story, wasn't it? I think you should continue... I'm interested in it.

Chukc 04/13/09 + PM | QUOTE | PERMALINK | REPORT

"You dont really have a chance" o.0....Is she conceited or something? She shouldn't have even said that...

DrawinNubs 04/13/09 + PM | QUOTE | PERMALINK | REPORT

continue, I'll buy you a webcam

Paigeth 04/13/09 + PM | QUOTE | PERMALINK | REPORT

Chukc said: ""You dont really have a chance" o.0....Is she conceited or something? She shouldn't have even said that..." No. Because that sort of confuses me to think she's no a bisexual or lesbian. Do you get it?

l1l4znpnk 04/13/09 + PM | QUOTE | PERMALINK | REPORT

don't push it too much, but continue i guess

Kolona808 04/13/09 + PM | QUOTE | PERMALINK | REPORT

I think you should keep going with this. As I stated in a similar thread, I love reading stories like these.

AngryNinja67 04/13/09 + PM | QUOTE | PERMALINK | REPORT

I get the idea she's implying she isn't a lesbian when she says "You don't really have a chance".

yanno 04/13/09 + PM | QUOTE | PERMALINK | REPORT

Hm that is quite confusing. Maybe next time you see her you could just sit down and ask her? Yeah I know its not that easy, but just take baby steps on it and try to get it out of her, but hey I'm not a girl expert. I don't really know how you guys feel about it so I'm the not the best of help here lol. But I do hope you get this settled and everything turns out in your favor. n_n

Paigeth 04/13/09 + PM | QUOTE | PERMALINK | REPORT

yanno said: "Hm that is quite confusing. Maybe next time you see her you could just sit down and ask her? Yeah I know its not that easy, but just take baby steps on it and try to get it out of her, but hey I'm not a girl expert. I don't really know how you guys feel about it so I'm the not the best of help here lol. But I do hope you get this settled and everything turns out in your favor. n_n" Lol the story isn't finished yet. I still have much more.

NiN 04/13/09 + PM | QUOTE | PERMALINK | REPORT

neonboys said: "even though i have not read the thread, i think you should continue" I had actually read the thead :D , but I think u should continue as well But I'm seriously gonna say that I think being bi/lesbian is totally wrong and im against it ... I don't hate people who are li/les but I think its wrong >.>"" But to answer your question , I think she was trying to hint that she wasn't bi/les

isayhi 04/13/09 + PM | QUOTE | PERMALINK | REPORT

You like the same sex?